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Life , life and life , everything is about life . I'm bored , dissampointed , shocked and sad about life . I'm down , but all i can do is just pray to Allah that everything gonna be okayy , honestly I hate this , misunderstanding , life , why you treat me like this ? WHY ? Sometimes i really need someone to accompany me but too bad , i have no one accept my friends , even there's misunderstanding towards my friends . 

Ya Allah , i really hate this , so much , i'm tired of this Ya Allah , i feel so unpeaceful at sch , i'm just like in a jail or i feel like there's an earthquake at sch , Please ya allah , please back it to normal us . I Hate this , all i can do is just ignore it even my heart really pain and there's many scars on it :')

Ya allah , it's a lot of test that you gave it to me and my friends , and why did you give me one more test ? Ya allah Please i want the normal us , i'm keep praying , and i want the on me . I want to be happy like before , smile , and happy . But now i'm too different . I'm a bad temper person  . No , please don't ! 

Nahh , it's okayy if we never back to normal , but seriously i'm just prayin that my bestfriend with me right now is always with me , stop argueing , Insyaallah it'll be okayy :') Maybe alla is trying to challenge us , yeah Allah is everything . Hoping that my bestfriend is always with me . And most important thing is my MOM . 

I just do love my friend but yeah what about now ? it's NOTHING . That's okayy , as my mom say life has to go on , and you cannot just frust about this right ? I'm talking nonsence i know it , thanks for reading my blog that's all from me :3