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Heya , i'm updating my blog again , totally miss blogging :( here we go i can't stand with everything , october was sucks , i hate october same goes to september :( 

Yeah , you know , we'll happy to know someone care about us , care , love and everything , its awesome you know :') here the story began . 

It's like a second to know you , started BBM and chit chating is sweet aite ? :') Eveyday he cares , taking care of me yeah that's great , i was like alhamdulillah , we lepak , tweeting , bbming and everything , yeah i like everything about him .

But yeah again , to know someone that we love suddenly change was totally painful , i never felt this way before , my strength , suddenly missing , i'm down , i'm sad , cried everyday :') 

It's because of the confession , it was cool and awkward . 

You've changed a lot , the way we talk like strangers , the way we text just like normal friends , the way you care and i never feel anything all i know is you've CHANGED .

Dear , i'm not putting a hope , but i'm just wishing ? Can't i ?

I hate this , i don't like the new you , eventhough i've be honest with you and you told me no i never change , but its okay , i just be patience , maybe it is good right ?

But you're just the same ,  i hate this , i wrote a letter to you but seems like you've no reaction , you know it's hurt babe , hurt so much . 

I miss all those moment , the way we  talk , the way you care about me , and everything , you remember ? If you dont like me just leave me , don't give me a single hope , i hate this . 

I wish that you'll be the old you ? Or maybe i'll pray for you with other girls , maybe you deserve someone better ? Maybe right ? Only allah knows :')

I just feel like crying , screaming , and everything . But yeah , i don't wanna put hope seems like you're cool with me , btw thanks for taking care of me , i do appreciete it , thanks again , sorry for everything . Thanks , i do love you as my friend . :')