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Hello people , holiday is over right ? Eeee so sad T^T . And we know trial is just around the corner , that's so pathetic :( Seriously , to be honest , I haven't ready for trial nor SPM , i feel stress about it , it's just like time passed too fast , i'm scared but yet I'm still playing like shit -.- I just don't know when am i gonna realise about it ,  I am but still playing , FML !   

Exam makes me stress  , this is my future , the way to lead myself to where I am going but i feel like slapping my face , I was shock when i saw the SPM countdown it's just around 80 days , that is not a good news actually and counted after trial i just have like 50 days of study , if someone can throw my laziness , please help me throw it ! Ishhh bloody idiot -.-

I wanna prove to my mom that i can , at least I'm worth it for her to raise me , and i wanna go for further study for sure , this is the way ! And again I'm lazy , useless like shit -.-

And i feel that I am the stupidest person . But I can't think that way , I am not stupid for god sake ! 

I just hope within this 80 days i can get ready for my SPM , at lease please i want a flying colours result , i wanna my family to be proud of me ! Stressed up .

I think will stop here , more updates will be updated . 

20/8/2013

Love

Fafa

xoxo