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Days by days , i am trying myself to fade it away , to forget everything , but how tough i'm facing , the most saddest part is i couldn't kill memories , memories keep on haunting me everywhere .  

2014 is a happy year for me but not now , 2014 with so much history , memories , pain , starting of 2014 was fun with someone that i ever like that i always clingy and everything always w that person . Happy , joy always on me . 

Days by days , when everyone is on their own path , things changed . I hate the changes , and until it ended . How could this happen and do this to me ? Sad i'm sad :( 

3 month of killing memories isn't enough to me , it keep on haunting me ,  and i planned to finish the present and now its on your hand . How happy i am that you're happy what i did . But i couldn't see fully appreciation . But its okay , as long as its on your hand i am so happy :) 

Yes , i'm a clingy type . Every girl is clingy , maybe is my fault that i'm too clingy and don;t understand you . How am i going to forget everything if everything i did is all with you ? And how easy you are to forget everything . 

Being friendzone is tough , hurt . But till when i have to face in this bubble ? When ? I promised myself that is the last one , moving forward on everything , yes and in sha allah :) 

Hoping that you will be always successful people , missing you as my bestfriend seriously . being strangers is tough tho . I hate this mix feelings . No i am strong , everyone says that i am strong :D 

Yes i trust myself that i can face this things , is not a big deal anyway :) Missing the warm hug is the most :(