So here we began 2015 , new year new life ! It's quite long for me not to update this blog due too busy with college life tired and bla bla bla ! Okay New Year to me isn't a good start to me :(
I'm glad and happy i'm started to move on days by days . Just think people come and go :D
But yeah a confuse matter pops out on my head , yes i'm trying to move on with a new person till i know that the person had a girlfriend ? wait what ? girlfriend ? That's sucks okayy , totally , i'm not joking i swear . But no i don't know what to do , people around me keep on pushing me for not choosing him anymore . But deep inside i feel angry nit bcs i've been betrayed its because shit keep on coming to me again and again :( how pathetic my life is :/
But i believe in second chance , yes i gave the second chance to him , to make things clear , but yet no nothing different , yes i know i should leave , and not being stupid , but it's okay , everyone is having mid sem exam now even though me , i mean today , i still have the time to update blog like seriously ? I don't know feel like updating tho :3
I just pray to ALLAH i hope that things will be clear , if he really do want me , i hope he will show his effort and not to push one and another , i'm tired for all this shit i swear , tired of being patient , tired of facing all this shit , tired of being hurt . No please i hope this thing will be clear right after my mid sem exam . Or else i will go .
And most important I miss ALLAH so much .